Suddenly questioning everything I’ve ever done up to this point. I feel like all this shit with my chiptunes and stuff is just a wayward dream I’m holding on to,  I feel like it’s never going to work out. I’m going to college soon, but…I’m not as excited as I should be. I’m fucking scared. Scared to leave my little sister behind on her own without me to take care of her. Scared to leave my family. Scared for my classes. Scared for my future. Scared of girls. I don’t know where my talents are going, and it’s scary.

Jesus….is that you?

Jesus….is that you?

das pree cool.

das pree cool.

well lookie here isn’t this kinda the story of my life… in a way.

well lookie here isn’t this kinda the story of my life… in a way.

I don’t know what the fuck this is besides awesome

I don’t know what the fuck this is besides awesome

looks like I found the next thing to buy/make for my little sister :3

looks like I found the next thing to buy/make for my little sister :3

fuckin’ commodore 64s. Want so bad.

fuckin’ commodore 64s. Want so bad.

So summer’s begun for me, since I graduated. It’s still going on for Katherine. She has finals, which I have to help her study for tonight. She’s not very good with history, or she doesn’t like it at least, so good thing I LOVE HISTORY! I will help her as much as I can to be ready to do well in school. After all, that’s kind of what most of my job of being big brother entails. Doing my best to set examples and prepare the younger ones for the world, but not trying to overprotect or parent them, because I’m not a parent. Sigh….I keep getting offers from girls to hook up with them or make out with them and this and that but…I’ve been single for over a year now. Almost 2. And it’s really been wonderful. I’m kind of detached from the whole thing, especially considering I’m leaving in 4 months to a new city where there will be no one I know, and plenty of new people to…maybe meet (If I decide to actually socialize). To me, right now my main responsibility is to make these last few months with my little sister the best and most memorable times of her life. Eventually we’ll split up and have our own families(if i even let her get married).I’m beggining to  realize now truly fast these times have gone by and how fast it will be moving now as well. Hopefully it can actually slow down so I can savor these precious years with my beautiful little sister. I’m never going to leave her side, no matter how far apart we are. It’s just my job to be big brother. Once she came into this world I was stamped with the duty of taking care of her, and I have to keep going with that. It’s in my heart, and it’s something that just always stays there. I love her so much, it’s insane. Heh, You’d have to be a big brother to understand it, you know?

gameboysandmushrooms:

Located on a secluded water/power outlet supply thing on Hampton Street in Missouri City, Texas, you can find this.

gameboysandmushrooms:

Located on a secluded water/power outlet supply thing on Hampton Street in Missouri City, Texas, you can find this.

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Electronic Dreams

Welcome to Cloud Harbor. Blogging home of the chiptune musician known as Cloud Harbor. Cloud Harbor came out of an idea I had as a kid that someday I might be able to create and live in the sounds of the universe that I had heard so often in Pokemon, Super Mario Brothers, Pac Man, Space Invaders, and such.
Now armed with a few gameboys and some special programs, my dream has come to life. Join me in this exciting journey through the universe I create.